BITTERSWEET

Started before I could even remember Praying to God that I don't feel the hurt But every time I end up broken or worse Falling for everyone that I shouldn't Burning my life down for it to work Maybe I'm realizing love's not really worth it Saying that I didn't know that I was putting out fires Just to have them turn around coming back again One of the best things I've ever had is the worst of it all Wasting my life chasing the bittersweet Feeling of love that ruins me I'm hurting more than I can breathe Making me someone I don't wanna be Breaking the better parts of me I guess love isn't meant for me Drinking alone in this empty apartment Trying my best just to get through the night Where do I go, what do I do, don't know what's right Saying that I didn't know that I was putting out fires Just to have them turn around coming back again One of the best things I've ever had is the worst of it all Wasting my life chasing the bittersweet Feeling of love that ruins me I'm hurting more than I can breathe Making me someone I don't wanna be Breaking the better parts of me I guess love isn't meant for me